A Virus
My memories have been blurry for most of my life.
At least, I think they have. I don't remember.
My memory is like a file on a computer that has been corrupted and fractured.
I can't find the program I need in order to recover the files.
More memories find their way into my brain only to prepare for a break in.
And the virus grows stronger. Slow enough to go unnoticed.
Casually deleting memories. Leaving only small patches of memories.
It is a virus. I cannot find the right program to kill it.
I need an update. But none are available.
I need to start fresh. With a new hard drive.
A new memory. With a backup program.